Saturday, April 30, 2011

Love is So….

 

Assalamualaikum and hi peeps! It’s going to be a short post today! Sebenarnya nak cerita pasal cinta-cinta ni. Eh, sejak bila blog ni jadi blog cinta kan?

Untuk sesiapa yang rasa blog ni akan cakap pasal cinta, kasih sayang dan sebagainya, back off! Sebab I’m going to bash all those things in this entry! Muahahaha!

Mula-mula, nak clarify. I hate coupling. Bercinta is ok, but I think I’m not a fan of coupling. What is the difference anyway? Bercinta is love, coupling is erm, how to say eh, meluatkan?

I’ve just came across a note in facebook telling how girls will react when on phone with their boyfriend. I think those girls are pathetic! Gedik nak m***us!

Nak cerita dalam Bahasa Melayu la. Pernah tak kalau jalan-jalan kita nampak satu pasangan yang sedang berdating @ berjalan sama-sama. Pernah tak terfikir “Eh, minah tu apsal gedik sangat?” ataupun “Mamat tu macam gila s**s je?” The point is, menunjukkan dengan penuh bangga kasih sayang kalau tengah berkapel sebenarnya sesuatu yang sangat menjengkelkan. Come on la, macam orang lain takde awek @ balak. Perlu ke nak tunjuk satu dunia kita sayang seseorang? Sweethearts, you’ll end up looking like a slut!

Bukannya saya membantah mereka bercinta, tapi tak perlu kot nak menggedik2 @ bermanja2 dekat public. Laga-laga badan, sandar2 bahu, pegang2 tangan. Oh, tapi buat dalam tempat sunyi pun tak boleh. Cuma kalau dah buat dekat tempat awam tu orang nampak. Orang nampak dan tak suka. Menyampah. Kalau boleh jangan buat langsung.

And honestly, saya menyampah sangat dengan cerita2 Melayu dekat TV yang kononnya tunjuk pasangan yang ideal, bahagia dan sebagainya. Dengan cara bermanja2, pegang2 tangan? Dudes, that is so cheap!

Kalau tengok dalam Ayat-ayat Cinta, or maybe Nur Kasih, mereka takde pun tunjukkan kasih sayang dengan sebegitu murah. Bila pasangan tu renung mata masing2 pun kita rasa bulu roma meremang. Ini lagi best dari gesel2 badan, atau gelak2 yang fake nak mati. Perempuan yang cantik bukan dinilai dari hebatnya cinta dia. Kasih sayang manusia bukan dinilai dari banyak mana mereka berasmara, OK? Letaknya kasih sayang tu pada banyak mana kita sanggup buat untuk membahagiakan kekasih kita.

Seorang ibu, kasih sayang pada pengorbanan masa. Ayah menunjukkan kasih sayang dengan menjadi ketua keluarga. Tapi kenapa kasih sayang kekasih diukur dengan body contact? Fine, you can say your balak @ awek dah banyak berkorban, tapi penting ke pengorbanan yang mereka buat? Berkorban masa sebab nak dating? Berkorban duit sebab nak belanja makan? Agaknya pada mereka itu nilai cinta.

Kekasih yang berkorban, contohnyalah, macam Pierre Png yang berlakon Phua Chu Beng dalam citer Phua Chu Kang. Dalam dunia sebenar dia bagi sebelah buah pinggang dia kepada kekasih dia yang sakit buah pinggang. Kalau tanya minah2 @ mamat2 yang kapel2 ni, deorang sanggup tak nak kasi hati @ buah pinggang bila kekasih sakit?

Takkan bila senang bersama bila susah kena tinggal? Bila senang nak gentel2 bila susah tengok muka pun taknak.

So anyway, stop la being such eyesore. Saya memang tak suka tengok orang berkapel bagai nak rak. Mak ayah saya pun bercinta, tapi cara mereka bercinta sweet je. Tak perlu pun buat public display of affection. Kalau betul cinta, hormati kekasih dan tubuh mereka seperti yang sepatutnya. Peace! Smile

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Friday, April 29, 2011

Black Swan: A Dedication

 

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White swan

 

Some other night I watched the movie Black Swan with my friend. It was just another night where we would spend and do something stupid like loafing up to 3 am in the morning.

The swan depicts the transformation of one sweet white swan to an evil sinister malevolent black one. I would say it is one interesting story, and one that can people relate to.

Somehow I can relate the story to my friend’s. My friend was a very excellent student while we were in school; he had a bright future ahead, with many acquaintances that enjoyed his company so much, teachers that loved him. Flying colour results. I didn’t envy him at all, I must say, but sometimes we were not in good terms. We were friends, it’s true, but sometimes he did backstabbed me. And I just had another friends around, that my friendship with him does not became so significant, so to speak.

But time flied so fast, and suddenly we were here. While I am still enjoying my guiltless childish-innocence life in UPM, my friend had became a monster I barely knew. He showed me a pill last time. He started taking ecstasy. To make matters worse, he is now involved in some kind of ‘things’ that I could not bring my tongue to speak. His nightlife is full of entertainment and insanity.

He had another world, and I had mine. While I still consider him as a good company, he never fails to freak me out with his confessions of bad things he had done. As a friend and as a Muslim, I tried my best to advise him, but I know things are hard for him. He cannot just change like that after hearing my preach. Me and him is not the same. I’d prefer to have a boring miserable like like I’d have now, compared to a life that is full of happenings, but also of guilt like he has.

What to expect? Life plays its tricks like you had never imagined. I was not a good student in school, with people kept stabbing me in the back, teachers laughing their asses off at me. And I managed to pull through, having my own best life right now. But why the best of people then, have the need to destroy their lives now with their own bare hands? What is the matter?

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The transformed white, into black.

Is living in a big city the factor? Does the big lights and lusts kept preying on you? I have no answers myself. White swan sometimes just doesn’t want to be white anymore. It wants to feel and savour the immense worldly desires it kept within. To be embraced by fake love of sins and satisfaction. I prayed hard that I won’t ever changed into a black swan. Ever. And I was not born that way.

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Thursday, April 14, 2011

WHY I HATE OBEFIEND’S VIEWS ON RELIGION

 

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Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. In The Name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful.

Disclaimer: This entry is quite offensive to those who have issues with Religion vs Science subject.

Peeps. Do you know who’s this guy called Obefiend? If any of you never heard of him, let’s start with the introduction. Since I have no intention to cover his private life, I will only discuss things that I’d know of him on the surface.

He is a blogger, which I definitely admire. He has this sharp point of view, very cynical and wise. His words made people think deeply and finally realized that they had a thing inside their heads called ‘the brain’. He is currently very popular with his Blog Serius, of which many of my friends viewed daily. Blog Serius contains many facts and pictures that people are able to indulge in and enjoy. 

If he is that good, why should I put such title right? Well, after viewing one of his post in Freedom of Association, I realised that something is not right. The post is actually published on 25th April 2010, which is more or less one year ago. And to be frank, it was quite too late when I read the entry (I’ve just read the entry earlier tonight), but due to some cumulative unease that I felt due to viewing his many other ‘moderate’ posts regarding religion (especially Islam), I think it is my responsibility to criticise some of his views that might endangering the faith of his fellow readers.

Nope, I’m not playing an ustaz or holier-than-thou card here (like how Obefiend and his fellow bloggers claim), just feeling that I have this responsibility to correct some flaws happening in my religion. Basically, not the teachings of the religion, but how the followers of the religion is jeopardising the name of their very own religion. I know, we have many issues to tackle regarding our religion and Muslim society right now, but I think this issue caught my attention the most because I am also a blogger, and I also think that we have lots of things in common, except that he tends to view things quite more liberate-ly than I do.

The entry title is Teori Evolusi – Simplified Argument Edition. For starter,The Evolution Theory is a theory that had caused dispute among the pro-creationism (read: believers in God) and the pro-evolutionism.

In my opinion, there is nothing wrong in saying that evolution does exist, but denying the power of God in creating things is unacceptable. And for some scientists themselves, they did not conclude that evolution is disproving the existence of God. In fact, evolution theory, for them, does not proving; or disproving the existence of God.

Well in Obefiend’s case, the most disturbing argument he had made was ‘the origin of humans is apes.

Let’s then go through Obefiend’s arguments in his post.

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As a science student, yes, we all agree with this theory. Given the right condition, many things can change their form from one to another. Simple example, water. Given the right heat and atmospheric pressure, water can change to vapour. Next:

 

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This is also true. Yes, the same element, but different forms and characteristics.

 

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OK, stop it right there Obe! OMG, you had just made a fool of yourself! OK, the main thing wrong about his argument here is how he compared the transformation of elements in nature with the transformation of living beings.

For all I concern, the fossil changes to petroleum is rather an easy process, but time consuming. The only things needed in this process are pressure and temperature. What happened was quite a simple process. The remains of dead living beings are trapped under layers of sediment on the ocean floor, and the sediments become thicker by time. The thickening of sediment then exerts pressure and temperature to the decaying materials, for millions of years, and they finally transformed into petroleum. Simply put, just a process of cooking with a pressure cooker. After a while, your chicken changed form into something edible.

For graphite and diamond, is also the same. The process is much simpler, they even replicate the process in lab, where they change human body, which is carbon rich; into diamond. Don’t believe me? Try this link. The only structure change in this process is the 2D configuration of bonds in graphite into a strong 3D configuration in diamond. This is very simple, since the same element is retained, and the element is carbon, and only carbon, that undergoes changes in just a bonding. That is the most basic concept in the transformation of graphite into diamond. Just change one aspect, and you’ll be rich.

So then, why comparing these transformations with chimpanzee-human evolution is wrong?

Firstly, evolution is very complex. Very complex that comparing evolution with carbon transformation is underrated and unfair. It’s like comparing an engineer making a kite with a kid inventing a computer. Making a kite is very simple, especially by an engineer, but can we say the same to inventing a computer, let alone by a kid? There are many aspects in evolution that is not comparable to carbon transformation or petroleum transformation, and to start with, let’s consider DNA structure. DNA is very specific and unique, and also complex, that the structure is impossible  created by nature, or simply changed by nature. 

What is DNA? Going through this topic itself, makes people feeling like throwing out. It consists of two long chains or double helix as they called, and consists of nucleotides as the basic unit. What is nucleotides? It is made of a sugar molecule and phosphate, which are joined by ester bond. And DNA could not exist without nothing, it must be exist within an organelle, which in eukaryotic cells, it exist in nucleus and some other organelles, while for prokaryotic cells, they exist in cytoplasm. 

Now, first of all, to pro-evolutionism, how can you explain that the DNA happened to create by itself? Because to make a DNA is not easy. You have to have the right temperature, the right material and many other factors to make one. You have to make the sugar, the phosphate. The bonds. How in the world the sugar and phosphate can bond themselves, started to queue in a two long sequences consists of thousands, no, millions of nucleotides? How can the nature prepare such conditions? How can nature decide what sequence should it do, what nucleotide should start the sequence and what nucleotide should end it?

And what perplexing more, after the sequence is completed, which in this case, all by itself, suddenly a living thing is alive? Suddenly after nature completed the DNA sequence, the nucleus, cytoplasm, membrane, chloroplast, mitochondria, and other organelles that come from nowhere surround and protect the DNA. And suddenly the now-call cell is able to take oxygen, giving out carbon dioxide, find its food to eat, digest its food. What? How come?

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Tell me how nature can decide a DNA structure. Please do tell!

 

I also came across this quote that I think worth mentioning:

"If you took all the carbon in the universe and put it on the face of the earth, allowed it to chemically react at the most rapid rate possible, and left it for a billion years, the odds of creating just one functional protein molecule would be one chance in a 10 with 60 zeros after it. In other words, the odds for all practical purposes are zero. That's why even though some people who aren't educated in [molecular science and DNA research] still believe life emerged by chance, scientists simple don't believe it anymore."
        Walter L. Bradley, The Mystery of Life's Origin

See? Then how come nature can give rise to a DNA structure? Just HOW?

And even if nature can create DNA, how in the world suddenly they have nucleus to put the DNA in? Hm, did the DNA create the nucleus itself, because the materials for making a nucleus is not the same as making a DNA. Unlike petroleum, DNA was never found to be transforming from other life forms, because it is the start of life itself.

And DNA does not happen to have no function. It has a very important function in giving the right code for the production of protein. In particular, how come nature could decide to create something so functional and complex, all by itself? To cut it short, to claim that nature created DNA, one must also claim that nature had been able to create, say, a refrigerator. Because trust me, making a DNA is harder than creating a MacBook. Until now, human beings had never been able to figure out how DNA was created by nature. Do you have the answer Obe? If nature can create something as complex as DNA, surely it can create a refrigerator right? Yes, given some time, I’m sure nature can. (Tangan di bahu, mata ke atas)

But that is totally unfair since that is not what Obe had claimed. He did not claim that we all come from a single cell, as I had highlighted above. He only claimed that our ancestors are monkeys. Nevertheless, that shows how unfounded the theory of evolution is. They cannot even prove that DNA is able to create by itself in nature, and suddenly gives rise to our single cell ancestor. Let’s have a look on Obe’s claim then:

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Undeniable connection?

Obe, did you forget what your God had said in His holy Qur’an?

 

Al-Baqarah, ayat 65:

"And certainly you have known those among you who transgressed in (the matter of) the Sabbath. So, We said to them, "Become apes, living in disgrace!'

“Dan sesungguhnya kamu mengetahui bagaimana buruknya akibat orang di antara kamu yang melanggar larangan pada hari Sabtu, lalu Kami berkata kepada mereka: Jadilah kamu kera yang hina.”

 

Al-A’raf, ayat 166:

“So when they were insolent about that which they had been forbidden, We said to them, "Be apes, despised."”

“maka ketika mereka bersikap sombong terhadap apa yang mereka dilarang mengerjakannya, Kami katakan kepada mereka : “Jadilah kamu kera yang hina””

 

Al-Maidah, ayat 60:

Say (to the people of the Scripture): "Shall I inform you of something worse than that, regarding the recompense from Allah: those (Jews) who incurred the Curse of Allah and His Wrath, those of whom (some) He transformed into monkeys and swines, those who worshiped Taghut (false deities); such are worse in rank (on the Day of Resurrection in the Hell¬ fire), and far more astray from the Right Path (in the life of this world)."

“Katakanlah mahukan aku khabarkan kepada kamu tentang perkara yang lebih buruk balasannya di sisi Allah daripada yang demikian itu? Ialah orang yang dilaknat oleh Allah dan dimurkaiNya dan ada di antara mereka dijadikan kera dan babi. Mereka inilah yang lebih buruk kedudukannya dan yang lebih sesat dari Jalan yang betul.”

 

It’s not that I’m trying to hide behind these verses, but scientists themselves could not figure out how the human and chimpanzees can be related. But God said human had been turned into apes, and that explained why we are so related, up to 96% of our DNA is similar to chimpanzees. For me, these verses sounded more convincing than the bluffing theory of ‘chimpanzee is our father’. What if WE are their fathers?

But it’s because evolutionists are so blind. For them, the organisms must shift into a better organism, not downgrading. A chimpanzee must evolve into something more intelligent, like human, not human evolve into something less developed like chimpanzees. That’s what Obe’s point after all. We must come from chimpanzee’s vagina, all our ancestors were born by orangutan. He never thought that at least, the Qur’an had been keeping the ‘undeniable connection’ of us and apes that scientists had been searching all along. That the common ancestor might be human, not the other way round.

And evolution is a process that takes time, that a species shifts slowly and step-by-step into a new species, before the new species gives rise to another species, until finally an end species will arise. But consider that, and let’s look on how illogical this Evolution Theory is. They say that lizards and snakes share a common ancestor. What ancestor? And can they show all the intermediate species in between lizards and snakes? The intermediate species must have at least shown some gradual changes from having feet, then smaller feet, to lastly evolved into a totally feetless animal like snakes. Not even one fossil is found in favour of supporting the theory.

And even if they are exist, then why they must all extinct altogether after there comes a final species? Why they can’t coexist with the final species? Let’s consider again. In between us and apes, if according to Evolution Theory, there must be some intermediate monkeys that shown gradual changes from monkey to human, right? Then why must they all gone, extinct? Why after human arises, the intermediate species suddenly disappear into thin air? We are talking about the whole species population, not just one individual. Why the whole population dies out? And again, a few species bridge us and apes. Why all the species must all die after human finally were born? Or maybe, they had never existed at all?

What is funnier more is that both the initial and final species can coexist, but in between the two species, all the species extinct. Chimpanzees and human still exist, but where had gone all the intermediate species that can prove evolution does happen from chimps to human? Same like snakes and lizards. Snakes and lizards exist, but not the species in between. Care to respond somebody?

And one more thing, I’ve read once, giraffes used to have a short neck, but since they need to eat shoots from trees, their necks grew longer by time. But scientists never found the intermediate species, the medium-length neck giraffes. Not even one fossil! But they said there were a few species existed between the two, before we finally have our giraffes today. Which means we should have many fossils to support the claim. But are we? And what is shameful more, they didn’t even have the short necked giraffe’s fossil to start with!

Evolution is an interesting theory after all, and I am amazed on how people can come out with such theory and went to such length to disapprove the human’s lineage. Not that I’m saying being cucu cicit of monkeys is a downgrade, but God Himself stated that turning from human into apes are despised. What more can I say? Or, what if, Charles Darwin got the Evolution idea from the Qur’an? Nobody can tell right?

To all reading this, especially Muslims, I am just doing my responsibility. For I fear that if I knowingly let you keep believing things that might jeopardizing your faiths, I would later asked by Him on the judgment day, why I did let you go astray when I was enlightened with the knowledge. The knowledge that he had written in His Book well before the existence of the Earth itself to show us the signs of the Believers, but we were stupid enough to follow the paths that human like us were showing. To Obe, I do hope sometimes you really checked your Qur’an before using a scientific fact to challenge the faith of Muslims. If you are trolling around, do tell because you don’t know when a Muslim might loses his faith when reading your blog.

Forgive us, ya Allah.

Twisted Mind of Mine

 

Hye peeps! How were you guys doing?

Sorry dear readers ( if only u’re reading my blog, LOL! ), swear to God I was too busy and lazy to update. I’ve been kind in a hectic month, since this is the last month for my lecture, and the second last month for my life as undergraduate student. SOb2. Going to miss this year a lot. It has been a very wonderful year. And I just love it all. The tensions, the sweet memories, the gossips. God, just great!

Ok, finally I finished writing a whole thesis, WITHOUT plagiarising. 29(1) Hell yes, I’m getting wiser! Thanks to everybody. This whole experience had changed me into a better person in many senses. Feel like crying right now -----> yoyo8 Er, wrong picture! Stupid pig! Want to cry like this: orion19 I actually didn’t perform very well for my VIVA, and I felt, and still feel bad about it. Emo.HaLinh.Vn_173 Yes, too many tears dude. Nonetheless, last Sunday we’ve been to the Grand Annual Dinner, MAPURA ‘11 for our college. And I won an award, though not THAT excited. Hehe. So that’s how my life has been for these past few weeks. Thesis writing, editing, printing, binding, sending, presenting, and everything related. And also tests and practical tests. Tired? Nope, really EXHAUSTED.

So just leave it there ok. Cut me some slack. Too tired even to talk about my thesis. Today (rather tonight… 2e1er0p) I’m going to tell you something about myself. My dark, twisted mind. Yes, you read it right. My mind.

It was MAPURA, and the theme was Dominant White. And as it was a grand dinner, one is expected to wear over-the-top-ly and very extravagant. I, who had from beginning opposing the idea, had given in. You see, I was actually very uncomfortable with fancy clothes and fashion, as I think they are overrated and unimportant to human. It makes you being so superficial, that you actually emphasizing your physical beauty rather than your inner one. I’d love people with a great heart, way better than people who look good but rotten inside. And as sure as hell, I’m telling you that most people that I’ve met so far were far more concerned on how people think about their physical appearance more than how people perceive them as a good human being.

They don’t mind if people think they have bad manners, but they would mind if people tell them that they dress stupidly or so not fashion-ly. But as fair as life is, their friends are also superficial. They spent their time together talking about how beautiful Gisele Bundchen is when wearing a whatever dress, or how smart ______ when _______. Fill in the blanks people, you know what I mean! So that one group of material people, has the similar idea of beauty.

Call me an idealist, but for me beauty is what inside of you. Period.

And then, something struck me hard. I’d want to look good, however. Well, it was proven when searching for clothes for the effing dinner. And I became the own victim of some kind of lust inside of me. The lust for beauty. To look and feel good. And because of that, I started spending so much money and time searching for things that can make me feel good and look adorable, to impress people I know and I do not know.

Does it make me feel bad, after all, to look good? Well, what worried me is it didn’t. Because I felt good when I looked good. When consider, in the first place, I think looking good is so superficial. Does that sound twisted enough? I mean, now I am having both ideas in my mind. Idea number 1 – looking good is bad because you make people look only on outside. Idea number 2 – looking good is great because you will feel good of yourself.

Maybe, after all, there are many ways to define beauty. And I had at least found two ways of seeing it. Maybe it’s in human nature. They love beauty, and they like good people. is that a good explanation? Hm, still wondering. Just drop some comments below and tell me how’d you feel. Share some idea with me. 

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Monday, April 4, 2011

VIVA not FOREVER!

It’s VIVA mode! I’m frickin’ nervous la! Hope tomorrow everything will be fine!

Jia you2!!!

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Cerita drama bersiri oversea (Part 1)

Pernah tengok drama bersiri negara lain tak? Ala, kalau anda lahir tahun 80/90an, mesti familiar punya dengan cerita-cerita drama bersiri over the sea nih! Ingat lagi, masa kecil2 dulu suka tengok drama-drama negara lain. Drama Latin, Jepun, Korea, Filipina. Macam2 la! Jom kita imbas kenangan nak tak?

Drama bersiri Hong Kong @ Taiwan

Mula awal tahun 1990-an, dan bertakhta agak lama di hati peminat drama. Drama bersiri Hong Kong @ Taiwan antara drama yang paling luas genre. Drama polis, bomba, peguam, ratu cantik, pembunuhan, klasik, kung fu. Macam2 la! Dulu tayang dekat TV3, pukul 6 petang. Suka gila tengok lepas habis sekolah! Haha!

kadang-kadang cerita dia sedih….30(1)Jalan cerita dia memang menarik. Kebanyakan, atau hampir semua drama bersiri Hong Kong ni dihasilkan TVB.

Antara cerita yang masih diingati:

Smoke Around the House, Hakim Bao (antara siri faveret!), The Good Old Days (klasik gila cerita ni! masa saya Darjah 2), My Fair Lady 1 & 2 (pasal puteri raja..best jugak!), Fong Sai Yuk (mesti ramai ingat ni kan?), Journey to the West (pasal Wukong @ Goku), Legend of Condor Heroes (cerita paling saya suka!), Legend: A Dream Named Desire (pasal ratu cantik yang akhirnya semua watak mati kecuali hero dengan heroin..19150526151b2Masa darjah 6), Mulan, Na Zha, Taiwan X-Files (seram wooo..dekat MetroVision, pukul 11 malam), Burning Flame 3 (pasal bomba), WPU (dkt NTV7, psl polis pelindung saksi). n banyak lagi la! tapi dah tak ingat sebab lama sangat..hu3…ada jugak cerita yang ingat watak @ jalan cerita tapi tak ingat tajuk..contohnya cerita Sun Fong, cerita koroner mayat zaman dulu dekat China…

Faveret two saya: Legend: A Dream Named Desire dengan The Legend of Condor Lovers.

 

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Legend: A Dream Named Desire

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Legend of Condor Lovers

Drama bersiri Latin (Telenovela)

Drama bersiri latin ni mula2 masuk Malaysia seingat saya dengan cerita Maria Mercedes (ntv7). Gila jugak la tengok, kebanyakan pasal skandal keluarga, hubungan sulit, cinta terhalang…Tapi drama dia panjang gila babas, sampai tak larat nak tengok sebab dah jadi meleret-leret. Macam Betty, satu hari dalam cerita dia bersamaan dua minggu waktu Malaysia. Mula-mula best, tapi lama-lama dah benci…Yang pendek dan best rasanya La Usurpadora la kot..lagu pon best, boleh layan.

Pernah sekali tu gila satu Malaysia tengok telenovela. TV1 El Amor No Es Como Lo pintan, TV3 Rosalinda, ntv7 Mis Tres Hermanas. Sepanjang hari full tengok telenovela, pagi ke petang.

Lagi best kalau drama tu alihsuara, lagi kelakar. Macam Maria Mercedes la. Suara Maria Mercedes tu Syarifah Shahira, suara George Luis pulak Ahmad Idham. Ayat paling tak boleh blah: “George Luis, awak taknak cium saya ke?” Lawak2!

Mis Tres Hermanas pulak setiap watak ada lagu masing2. Muncul watak tu, keluar lagu dia. Muncul watak lain, keluar lagu dia. Tapi sebab panjang sangat, jadi tak excited nak tengok. Zaman kejatuhan telenovela ni start dari Yo Soy Betty La Fea kot. Lepas habis cerita tu takde sape dah nak tengok sangat, walaupun still lagi ada drama Latin dekat tv.

Antara drama Latin yang diingati:

Maria Mercedes, La Usurpadora, Mis Tres Hermanas, El Amor No Es Como Lo Pintan, Ruby, Juana’s Miracle, Mi Gorda Bella, Yo Soy Betty La Fea, Amarte Asi, Secreto de Amor, Marina, La Mujer En El Espejo, Rosalinda

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Betty yang la fea dan yang bonita!

 

Drama bersiri Jepun

Agak kelakar. Bolehlah jadi bahan hiburan. Ada cerita sedih. Genre cerita luas, tapi tak seluas cerita Hong Kong @ Taiwan. Antara cerita yang still orang ingat ialah GTO, Power Office Girls, err, tak ingat dah. Haha! Sebab anime lagi popular kot, drama dia orang dah tak ingat. N most drama dia pon adaptation daripada komik. So x berapa nak original la.

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Great Teacher Onizuka!

Drama bersiri Filipina

Drama bersiri Filipina ni watak dia cute-cute belaka. Jalan cerita best, tak berapa nak meleret. Watak jahat dia pandai berlakon n tak gedik macam watak jahat drama Indonesia @ Latin. Banyak cerita pasal keluarga, dan ada jugak fantasi yang lame, macam cerita She-Wolf. Overall, biasa2 la. Kadang-kadang ada cerita pasal artis. Macam Bituin. Antara cerita yang best lagi ialah Habang Kapiling Ka, Pangako Sayo, Sana’y Wala Nang Wakas erm, tak recall dah. Ingat cerita tapi tak ingat nama cerita.

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Drama bersiri Korea

Paling hot kot setakat ni. Mula dengan WInter’s Sonata, demam cerita Korea macam virus. Lepas tu masuk Autumn In My Heart, memang orang Malaysia asyik nangis je tengok drama Korea. Yang tak best, drama Korea dekat Malaysia dah alihbahasa Mandarin. Cerita selalu pasal cinta, lepas tu hero dia bubuh ramai2, sebab perempuan suka tengok laki Korea. Lepas tu hero second mesti lagi hensem dari hero first. Disebabkan populariti drma bersiri Korea, tetiba industri muzik dia pun jadi worldwide. Kalau tak orang tak kenal pun artis2 Korea ni. Thanks to WInter’s Sonata in particular!

Saya takde la layan sangat cerita Korea, tak sempat tengok satu siri full pun. Skip2 je. Tapi still ingat All About Eve, Successful Story of A Bright Girl, Second Proposal, Stairway to Heaven, Autumn in My Heart, Princess Hours, My Girl, Full House. lepas tu tak berjaya dah nak follow. malas pun ada jugak.Stairway to Heaven tu bila dah dekat habis, tak tengok langsung. Sebab dah dengar rumors heroin nak mati sebab kanser mata, so dah tak interested nak tengok episod last. Mula-mula je tengok.

 

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Drama bersiri Thailand

Banyak mengarut je. Disebabkan bahasa dia, saya tak minat nak tengok. Haha. Mula-mula dengan Soda and Iced Tea, yang ada watak Pattaya dengan Kun Atom tu. Lepas tu cerita Phoenix Blood. And the rest macam tak berapa nak ingat. Cerita dia not bad, ok la. Tak sedasyat cerita Indonesia…hu3…

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Soda and Iced Tea!

Drama bersiri Indonesia

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Saturday, April 2, 2011

Some Sort of Things

 

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*Some glimpse of the future*

When packing up my things, I knew that everything is over. This whole 3-year period had finally come to its end. I packed everything already; books in boxes; clothes, towels, pants, bed sheets in big baggage; toiletries and hangers inside my pail. What’s left? Fifi, big teddy inside big plastic bag already. 

Maghrib azan is on air. Abruptly, a rush of emotions fueled my empty guts. The same azan is heard throughout the years, only now it is heard in different atmosphere. This is the last azan in UPM I'll be hearing.

The white mattress of mine is no longer will serve me from now on. The small light hanging above my study desk; the chair I sat on every time I’m on my computer. They are all will become a part of memories of this journey.

I remembered first day coming to UPM. Full of expectations and hope. Nervous but cheerful. I met PU, course mates, roommate. And to think of that right now, is to realise that they had now all gone. My first roommate, gone. All the PUs; gone. Course mates are those who will be leaving from my life very soon.

I double-checked my things. The room is clear of my belongings; except for the rubber mat on the floor. I already am missing this place. Then my sister called. She’s already downstairs.

I hazily began to gather my things and carry them altogether downstairs. Without any hesitation, I walked away from the room, leaving it unlocked.

Suddenly my cheeks felt warm. Some tears is falling away from my red eyes. Gosh, never knew I’m going to fall in love so deeply with this place. Maybe it’s not this place. It’s the memories created when we were in this place.

Memories that bore feelings too much to contain. Some things stayed, and some things will move away. For all the things the memories carried, we only had some to cherish on and to remember people we were separated from. The things carried meanings only those who knew will understand. Even a simple 50 cent can bring you a smile, if you remember well the memories of it.  

Some sort of things, will last longer in your memories than they do in real life. And to remember the things is also to remember the people that had came earlier into my life.

Life goes on. I swept the tears away and smiled. Nobody is going to see me crying on my last day in UPM. I’ll wear a happy face so that every body will remember the joyous last day we had had in here. For the sake of memories, of course.

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Thesis Sickness

 

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100 g cacing. Buat gulai…

I must admit. It’s hard to finish writing a thesis. It’s a never ending story. You write and write, but there are always rooms for improvement. Starting from getting to get my project title, I already knew that it would be a tedious job. My supervisor asked me to carry on with her project; about earthworms.

And so I agreed since I was quite interested in worms, though never even touch worms for quite some time. And then we met the earthworms. When I mentioned ‘we’ it includes my lab partner. He and I did the same method, but for different elements.

Meeting the earthworms was not a small deal. You have to open the cover, which requires two grown-ups for the task, you need to feed them with cow’s dung, and also needs two grown up males. And not to mention, the mosquitoes! Unless you burn some bonfire, the mosquitoes kept coming for your blood. And the mosquitoes were like, a whole nation or something since there was lots of them. LOTS AND LOTS OF MOSQUITOES! Sometimes the mosquitoes really ‘geram’ to suck my blood, that my arms looked very red.

And once we found a rat’s nest inside the cow’s dung, together with her babies. I can tell that her babies were drinking her milk because when we dig her nest and she quickly ran away, some of her babies were tossed here and there.

To start our project, we have to first let the worms reproduce for more worms so that they would be enough to start the project. When finally the amount of earthworms is sufficient, we need to collect them. 300 g of earthworms requires 1000 earthworms, and to collect 1000 earthworms, you have to dig the pond from morning till evening, literally. So when we need 1800 g of earthworms, we needed 6000 earthworms and it consume a whole week just to collect them.

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Does this looks like spaghetti?!

Then we put the earthworms into their respective ponds. And then came the storm. The pond is filled with storm water, and the earthworms surfaced to get some oxygen. Pity worms! It took us another 2 hours to dry the ponds back.

And after 30 days, then only can we collect the sample. It took another full day to collect all the samples from the pond.

After that, came the lab analysis. It took me another 2 days to let the earthworms suffer a slow death, another 2 days to oven-dry the earthworms, and 1 day to digest the worms in acid.

And after the results came out, I had trouble in analysing it. And the day that I’ve got my results, is one week away from final submission to coordinator. Then the weekend, I got finishing school to attend.

Then I started writing my thesis feeling like in hell.

I never knew that writing a thesis can really mess up your life. I literally forgot to eat, too busy to take bath, and too nervous to sleep.

Most of the time, I was fed with adrenaline, when no food enters my digestive tracts, and I was too tense and anxious while writing. The only thing that supplies me energy during that kind of moment was the feeling of despair.

And it bothers me that I couldn’t' even cry, because I was too tired that I couldn’t even afford my energy to produce tears!

Finally that it’s over, oh wait, it’s not over yet! VIVA! Damn! This is fricking tiring! I need to prepare my slides!

Now, the best thesis will win RM500, and so for best presenter. Hmm, maybe should try my luck you know. Maybe I should give it a shot, ‘alang-alang’ tired having trouble with a thesis, I should win over my exhaustion!

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